Tak Sedih Pon

Petang tadi atuk tanye "Nape mata merah? Nangis ke?"

Tak de nangis pon.. Tak de rasa sedih pon.. Cume tak rasa happy je.. I missed my other half..

;(

I miss U

I miss you a little.. I guess you could say..

A little too much..
A little too often..
A little more each day..

A note to myself:
YOU are doing fine & going to be fine, InsyaAllah. It’s just a matter of few days you won’t meet HIM. He’ll be back soooooooon.

* I need to tell this to myself for several times.. I think I need to convince myself more.. ;(

I Miss You

Time2 tengah jiwang karat ni, keluar la balik lagu2 jiwang yang mama suke dengar.. Antara lagu yang paling kene dengan situasi skang, lagu When You're Gone nyanyian Avril Lavigne..

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

:(

17 Februari

Tarikh hari ni, 25 tahun yang lepas (betul ke 25? :p).. Hari lahir Pak Cak.. "Happy Birthday Bro.."

Tarikh hari ni, 6 tahun yang lepas.. Hari lahir Alya.. "Happy Birthday Alya Sayang.."

Tarikh hari ni, 10 tahun yang lepas.. Hari pertunangan mama dengan ayah :) "Love u so muchh sayang.."

Jatuh Cinta Lagi

Sehari lepas mama tulis post ni, ada orang cadang suh mama try Body Shop Vitamin E Skin Care.. Esoknya mama terus pegi beli.. Sebab dah beli 1 set, mama dapat voucher RM15 untuk sebarang pembelian kat situ.. Adik kedai tu recommend untuk mama beli SHEA SHOWER CREAM.. Botol pon nampak cantek, mama pon beli la.. Sekali pakai je, mama dah terus jatuh cinta.. Jatuh cinta sangat.. Best sangat pakai shower cream ni.. Sampai mandi pagi pon jadi meleret2 lamanya.. Bak kate dia "Spoil your skin with a moisturizing, soap-free cleanser full of rich, creamy, skin-softening lather and a classic, clean scent"

How it works:

• Community Trade shea butter has antioxidant vitamins A and E to help protect and nourish skin.
• Community Trade organic sesame oil moisturizes and softens skin.
• Sunflower seed oil softens and moisturizes skin.
  

Rasa macam nak beli 1 botol lagi untuk tandas bawah plak.. :D

It's Our 9th Anniversary

Every Year Every year that I'm with you
Has been better than before;
It's hard for me to even think
How I could love you more. Every year you've graced my life
Has been full of happiness;
I love your caring face, your voice,
Your tender, sweet caress. Every year when this day comes,
I'm filled with love and pleasure;
Happy Anniversary, Love,
My joy, my delight, my treasure.
By Joanna Fuchs

Family Love

Trime Kasih Nenek..

Ulangtahun hari jadi sentiasa jadi hari yang istimewa untuk mama sejak kecik.. Dalam ramai-ramai adik-beradik, selalu macam hari jadi mama & mak ngah yang confirm tak kan nenek miss untuk sambut.. Tak kire la sambutan kecik ke.. besar ke.. adiah kecik ke.. besar ke.. yang pasti mesti ada sumthing.. Dari dulu mama ingat semua ni sebab kitorg special..

Tapi, bile dah jadi mak orang, baru la mama perasan, semua ni bukanlah sangat sebab kitorg special.. Tapi sebab ulangtahun hari jadi kitorang jugak bermakna ulangtahun untuk mama.. Ulangtahun ke 32 kitorang bermakna 32 tahun berlalu sejak nenek susah payah mengandung dan melahirkan kitorang.. Susahnye nenek mengandung, melahir dan menjaga adik-beradik yang lain, bermakna berkali kali ganda susah untuk nenek mengandung, melahir dan menjaga kitorang.. Sebab tu la 13 Julai bukan saje istimewa di hati kitorang.. Tapi istimewa jugak di hati nenek..

Ucapan istimewa dari nenek untuk bday mama tahun ni..

"Selamat hari lahir untuk Timah.....Mengigati masa itu air mata gembira tidak dapat dibendung....Dua baby comel yang hadir sekali gus dalam hidup mama...Saiz dan wajah serta perangai yang tak seiras terus memukau diri ini....kebesaranMu sentiasa bersarang di minda. Sekarang giliran kalian merasai apa yang pernah mama rasa suatu ketika dahulu...Selamat hari jadi. Semuga ditetapkan iman dan dimurahkan rezeki serta berbahagia hidup di samping keluarga....."

Note: Terima kasih nenek.. Love u so much!!

Wordless Saturday ~ Love Gemok :p

Aishiteru (Aku Cinta Kamu)

Layan lagu jiwang skit petang-petang ni..OST citer Cinta Melody, drama indonesia yang Adik & Kakak tengah layan skang.. Sibuk la suh mama dengar lagu Aishiteru.. Bess gak bile dah asyik dengar je.. Tapi ta de kene mengena dengan mama.. Kecuali bahagian "Percayakan kesetiaan ini.. Pada ketulusan a a ai aishiteru..Shinjiteru yo shinjiteru yo" :p Hahah.. Poyo giller..

Lirik lagu OST Cinta Melody, Aishiteru (Aku Cinta Kamu) – Zivilia Band

Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
Saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
Menantikan kehadiran dirimu
Entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu
Sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
Hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
Kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
Saat kau jauh disana

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
Entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
Dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
Entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan
Saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
Merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
Tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
Apakah sama yang kau rasakan

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasakan a a a aku
Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetiaan ini
Pada ketulusan a a ai aishiteru

Saatku sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
Perasaan resah gelisah
Jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah
O…wu..wo..o..
Lupakan segala obsesi dan ambisimu
Akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
Dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
Kumohon kau kembali

Kimi ga tooku ni ite mo (meskipun kamu jauh)
Kimi no omoi ga tsunagaru kara (aku tetap mengingatimu selalu)
Shinjiteru yo shinjiteru yo (percayalah.. percayalah)

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasakan a a a aku
Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetiaan ini
Pada ketulusan a a ai aishiteru

Wo..wo..wo..
Wo..wo..wo..a a ai aishiteru

Wordless Saturday ~ 7 tahun lepas

Kek Untuk Atuk Nenek

Kek lagi.. Masih dari Citarasi Ummi.. Kali ni untuk Father's & Mother's Day yang dengan selambanye Family ARA sambut serentak untuk tahun 2011.. Justifikasinya cume sebab semua orang ada termasuk keluarga Mak Lang dan boleh jimat kos :p

Wordless Saturday :)

Family Day ARA 2011

Family Day ARA 2011, 14-15 Mei 2011 @ Villa D'Faro Afamosa Resort, Melaka.. Cite penuh InsyaAllah mama update later coz arini plan keluar gonjeng-gonjeng dengan Mak Ngah & Mak Lang :D

Poem for My Mama

In my heart, there's always a special place
Where all of your love lives.
Everything's in a special case
And all my love to you I give.

It hurts me when I see you cry
Makes my tears come running down.
And I always know the reason why
I can see it in your frown.

Don't look back in the past
Or listen to the bad things people say.
For they are untrue, Lets forget them fast
I love you more each and every day.

No words can explain how I feel
I can never thank you enough.
For all the love and pain you've healed
When all my times got tough.

Mama, you're a wonderful mother
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel I belong.

I love you more than you know
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of mothers
You'd be the only one I'd select!

Mama, you’ve always been the best
A better mom than all the rest.
I’m thankful for all the things you do
I’m glad my mom is extra special like you!

Mama, I love you so much!

Happy Birthday Sayang

Another Birthday Together

Your birthday marks another year together;

Such happy times, I couldn’t ask for more,

Spending precious minutes, hours and days,

With you, my love, whom I cherish and adore.

We’ve shared so much, we two, in love and friendship;

Each year our bond just seems to grow and grow.

I always want to be right next to you;

To be with you means more than you can know.

You’re always there for me with a loving smile;

I’m never happier than when I know you’re near.

I thought my love for you could not grow stronger;

And yet I love you even more this year.

By Karl and Joanna Fuchs

Happy Birthday Sayang...

8th Anniversary

Another year just swept by and it's our wedding anniversary again.. It is a time for us to look back on all the wonderful memories we've made through the years, and thinking of the life and home we've built together.

Dear Sayang...that's what you are to me.
Years ago when we met, I fell in love with you.
Nothing has changed; I love you still...more than ever.
When you're not near me, I feel an emptiness
that I can't seem to fill.
When you are near, I feel complete.
I cherish your love and companionship
and always hope to please you.
I always wish for your happiness,
for I love to see the sparkle in your eyes.
I never imagined that someone could be
as important as you are to me.
Please stay near
and love me as I love you.

Our wedding was many years ago, but the celebration continues to this day. Happy 8th anniversary sayang.. Love you so much..

Lucky

Minggu ni minggu jiwang.. Sebab buah hati mama tak ada.. 4 hari je.. Tapi rasa lama.. Kebetulan terdengar lagu ni kat caller ringtone sape tah isnin aritu.. Terminat plak.. Sebab macam tengah jiwang2, terlayan dengar lagu ni je la.. Insya Allah tengah malam ni sampai.. Bak kate Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat, I feel your whisper across the sea.. I keep you with me in my heart.. You make it easier when life gets hard.. I'll wait for you.. I promise you, I will.. Haha.. poyo tahap gaban.. :p

Jason Mraz
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Colbie Caillat
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Duet : Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Jason Mraz
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Colbie Caillat
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Song Words by Artist / Band : Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat
Song Lyrics Title : Lucky

Jiwang Karat Sat

Tetibe rasa jiwang karat lepas dengar lagu Afgan, Bukan Cinta Biasa.. Bess.. Letak tuk simpanan.. "Dari hatiku terdalam.. Sungguh aku cinta padamu.." hihi.. Jiwang..

Kali ini kusadari
Aku telah jatuh cinta
Dari hatiku terdalam
Sungguh aku cinta padamu
Cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa
Jika kamu yang memiliki
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku

Terimalah pengakuanku
Percayalah kepadaku
Semua ini kulakukan
Karena kamu memang untukku

Cinta ku bukan cinta biasa
Jika kamu yang menemani
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku
Terimalah pengakuanku

Lirik Lagu Afgan – Bukan Cinta Biasa (OST Bukan Cinta Biasa)

Sayang Gak Ayah Kat Mama

Sebelum gerak nak ke ofis, mama pusing kereta.. Tengok-tengok tayar.. Nampak macam kurang angin sikit, tapi dalam hati "Tak pe la.. Tunggu ayah pamkan nanti.." Sebab memang selamanya ayah yang tolong pamkan tayar kereta mama.. Baru masuk kete & undur skit, dengar bibik jerit dengan suara kecil yang bernada tinggi "Dik! Tayar pecah..!" Dalam hati "Biar betul bibik ni, aku baru je tengok tadi.. Tak kan la pecah.." Keluar kereta tengok memang tayar pecah.. Sekeliling bahagian luar je..

Tak tau na buat ape, mama ambik gambar & MMS ayah "Bahaya tak kalau tayar pecah macam ni?"..

Tak lama ayah call "Lain kali tak yah antar gambar.. telefon je.. tunggu, abang pusing balik.." Sian ayah, da lepas Sepang.. Kene pusing balik untuk tolong mama.. Ada 20 min gak perjalanan patah balik.. :P

Sampai umah ayah tukarkan tayar mama.. Nasib baik ayah dah pam tayar spare mama masa ayah tolong ganti bateri kereta mama yang tetibe kong kat ofis beberapa minggu lepas.. Ayah kata tayar pecah sebab mama tak jaga angin.. Setuju je.. Sebab memang mama tak gheti pam tayar pun.. Nak 9 tahun drive, baru sekali je mama pam tayar ;p tu pon sebab ayah suruh gak pam tayar sendiri sebab ayah ta sempat.. Siap tukar tayar, ayah tanye "ok ke pegi kedai tayar sendiri..?" Mama angguk je.. Ayah pesan..

"Drive hati2.."

"Nanti tukar dua2 tayar.. "

"Suruh orang kedai pam semua tayar.."

"Pegi kedai yang besar.. Yang ramai orang.. Awal pagi ni, jangan pegi kedai yang sunyi.."

"Suruh orang tu simpankan tayar spare elok2..?

"Make sure tukar tayar yang sama saiz.."

"Harga paling mahal RM140 sebiji, tengok brand tayar.."

"Patut dia buat balancing sekali, alignment tak perlu.."

"Ape-apa call abang.."

Hihi.. panjang betul pesanan.. Sikit sebelum pegi.. Separuh lagi kat telefon.. (2 panggilan & 3 missed call) Risau betul ayah nak biar mama wat sendiri.. Sayang gak ayah kat mama.. :)